:/

Since that last post, I've been doing a lot better. I can't explain it, but something clicked inside my brain for a moment and made me want to be normal and stop freaking out about food. I've been less critical and more accepting of my body, although I still dislike many parts of it and feel self conscious and fat. Luckily, I haven't gained any weight, though I fear a relapse the moment I gain 1 pound. I still can't get through a day without worrying that I'm eating too much or go over 800 without feeling like a fat ass, but it is a major improvement. I really need to work out more, though. My thighs are expanding... :/