UGH :/

Today's not bad.
I'm definitely not drinking enough water though :/
I've only had a cup of coke zero and my daily glass of milk so far.
To eat, I had apple slices at work (40)
My stomach is going crazy right now, though. I may get some grapes or something for supper.
And... I have crazy cravings :( I read something on PT about someone craving cookies, and now I'M CRAVING COOKIES :( I also really want chocolate and cheese (mmm grilled cheese), and pizza and brownies and ice cream and toaster strudels and pop tarts and granola bars and ritz cheese crackers and cheetos... Good thing we only have the cheese and the cookies or a binge may be unavoidable. I'm feeling week, though, and I hope I don't go crazy any time soon
I'm extremely tired and have TONS of homework. SOOO not getting done.
On the bright side, I'm down a pound (yay!)
On the down side, I'm also down a lot of money. There was a storm on wednesday and I was at a play and in the parking lot when I was leaving, the wind blew my car door all the way open and broke the side mirror off the car beside me. They were really nice about it, but my dad just told me I may have to pay at least $100 to get it fixed, and on top of that there's christmas coming up, I'm going to see legally blond in december (tickets are $90 each, and I said I'd pay for a friend), I'm going to new york on thursday (there's ~$400), and again on a school trip in march (~$800), then there's leadership camp ($75), and finally...my sis wants to get manicures ($50)...also, I haven't paid my cell bill yet ($50) or my car insurance ($180). So that's ~$1835 out, and I only get about $300-400 bi-weekly :S That's about 3 months worth of pay, and on top of that I'll be constantly buying gas! Oh my god, I'll have no spending money at all :(
I HAVE to stop buying stuff...


EDIT: okay, today is gone. I had some pretzels and 1/2 a joe louis...I don't even like joe louises...ugh. My mom's also making tomato soup and grilled cheese and getting angry because I never eat supper with them. I think I'll eat some, then go have a nap before attempting to do my homework. I have no attention span anymore...It took me a minute just to write that last sentence because I forgot the words for "attention span"...ugh. Today is so..blah
Fast officially starts tomorrow. I WILL be 96 pounds by thursday. That's 2 pounds that I'm sure you could do. If you get to 95, then I'll be verrrry happy :)