Today :/

So busy, so many things to talk about
First things first, my new analog scale is confusing me. It's been saying for two days now that I weigh 98 lbs, and the package said it accurate up to 2 lbs, so I got excited because I'm finally back into the double digits.
But now I'm at my dad's and stepped on his digital scale, and it said I'm 101.8 :/
ewww gross. So, I posted on PT to find out which is more accurate, but for now I'm just going to go for the middle and say I'm 100...
anywhoo, between PT and this blog, I noticed something: I forgot to clear the history last time I used my dad's computer...I'm really hoping nobody saw this stuff...
Okay, so today I made a rookie mistake...I forgot to count liquid calories...
So I was doing well, yogurt for breakfast (because I couldn't find a kettle to do the oatmeal and I hate microwave oatmeal): score, less calories anyway.
then I ate acouple of carrots, 1/2 piece of celery, and 15 grapes for lunch
but then I REALLY wanted something from starbucks, so I got a couple of friends and went during my spare...bad idea.
I got a grande caramel brule latte. Not even fat free no whip, just the regular whole milk kind... :/
AND...an oatmeal raisin cookie.
DEFINITELY underestimated the calorie count in both. I spent math class googling it on my phone and the average counts on the internet are at 400 calories in the latte and 350 in the cookie.. :/
So I'm not eating supper tonight, which sucks because I really wanted to try the reduced calorie vegetable soup :( Oh well, there's always tomorrow.. although tomorrow will be a big restriction day because of my blooper today. maybe I'll just skip lunch and have soup...shoot I just remembered mom wants to meet at the mall, and I KNOW she'll want to get supper there...subway, maybe? :/
I have to work in an hour...for an hour. One of my lucky friends/coworker's mom won tickets to an advanced screening of harry potter, but needed someone to take the first hour of his shift until his replacement came in, so I foolishly said I'd do it... :( craaaap I don't want to work. Guidance talked to us about university today, so now I'm in the mood to look up scholarship applications and program information, not WORK FOR ONE FRIGGIN HOUR... oh well, I can just do it when I get home, and then have an excuse not to eat.
So, I've gotta go if I want to get my homework done before work.
Stay beautiful, lovelies ♥

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home, homework done, thoroughly relaxed, for once in a long time
I got home around 7 and looked at hotels with my mom- we're going to syracuse next thursday and shopping nonstop until saturday :)
I don't really want to spend much because my weight fluctuates way too much for the clothes to last. Plus, I'm not going to want to lose weight if I've spent $300 on new clothes... :/ I have yet to think of a plan, but when I see something I want, I buy it, especially from stores we don't have in Canada...
anywhoo, today was horrible. yogurt, carrots, celery, grapes, cookie from starbucks, latte, two or three tootsie rolls, and a small fry from mcds :( I'm so weak.
Tomorrow will be different. Tomorrow will be stronger.
Brekky: yogurt (35)
Lunch: fruit and veggies (~45?)
Supper: soup and salad (~120)
hopefully, I can avoid supper at the mall with mom tomorrow, but I know she's using it as a filler activity until she has coffee with my brother, so she'll probably want to eat before she meets him...and she doesn't like eating alone :/ Subway veggie subs are around 300 calories...way too much for one meal! I think there is a chinese place in the food court that serves salad, so we'll see.
Well, it's way past my bedtime, but I, being the PT/blogspot addict I am, could not go to bed without having one last post.
Stay beautiful, xx