my first sunday off in... three months I think. I woke up way too early because my mom's boyfriend was playing with his new nail gun and air compressor. I got to bed around 2:30 am and woke up just after 11:30. Not bad, I guess, but with all the sleep deprivation I've had lately I really needed at least an extra 4 hours :/
Oh well, it's 3 pm and I've already cleaned my room, my bathroom, started laundry, and put away all my new clothes. I was going to start my homework sometime within the next hour or so, and hopefully I'll be done by 8 pm. Work is having a movie night tonight, but I'm not going because I have way too much to do. I'm also going to go through all my receipts and plan out a budget since it's stressing me out that I have all this money going out and barely anything coming in in comparison.
Oh yeah, another thing I've done since waking up... eating.
I woke up this morning and since I've been eating loads of junk within the past three days, I felt like eating. At least I didn't eat junk... I had a grilled cheese sandwich, tomato soup, saltine crackers, and some pretzel sticks. My stomach feels so bloated and I hate this feeling.
It's easier for me to fast during the schoolweek, anyway. So I won't eat anything else today or tomorrow. I only work a dumb 3 hour shift tomorrow, so I shouldn't feel weak enough to have to eat. I believe I work 5 hours on Tuesday, so I may need to have an apple before work. Hopefully I won't eat any more than that. However, unfortunately for me, Wednesday is our school's cake auction. Every class raises money and sends two representatives to bid on cakes (using the money the class has raised...so if your class has more money you get the better cakes) Our class, incidently, has the most money right now. So we'll be getting at least two cakes and we'll be eating them in class on wednesday. ugh. I'm going to muster up the strength to not eat the cake, and if I do I'm going to have to learn how to purge before then. I need this week to go alright... I spent way too much on clothes and if I continue eating the way I have this weekend they will not fit by the end of the week. plus....I'm just revolting right now.
I'm really tired, so I may have a nap before doing homework and budgeting. I'm checking out PT users' blogs right now, so hopefully I'll gain strength from doing that.
EDIT: I checked the scale, and I haven't gained any weight at all... :/ that's so odd. Oh well, better safe than sorry. Still no more food.
DOUBLE EDIT: I'm working on creating a tumblr... It's http://minimize--me.tumblr.com/
I also changed the name of this blog to minimize--me.blogspot.com, just because I hated the 'fatfreeperfection' title.
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