ughhh second binge of the weekend.
God, I baked a cake and iced it when it was hot and ate a slice. I also had 1 veggie chicken breast, 2 toaster strudels, the equivalent of 2 small bags of chips, 1 croissant, 3 cookies, a full sized chocolate bar, an apple, ummm not really sure what else :/
So, I'm starting the fast tomorrow. Reminder: 100 calorie daily limit for the next MONTH. Eat as little as you possibly can for as long as you can before starting the 100 calorie rule. (With the exception of "important days" for which I'll need extra energy, which includes callbacks and the harry potter midnight release, which I'm going to in 3D :). These days, I'll add 100 calories MAX. These days DO NOT include work days.)
So, those 100 calories will come from safe foods only.
TRY TRY TRY to drink as much water a possible. Cut down on the diet soda, and also try to drink 1-3 cups of green tea a day, maybe try to develop a taste for coffee- flavoured with splenda french vanilla (0 calorie flavouring).
Let's please try to stick to it fatass. Oh yeah, and work on that purging thing.
AND DON'T. GET. CAUGHT.
We can't let what happened to Jessie happen to me. [Jessie is my cousin...some of her friends found out she's bulimic and cutting and told their moms, who told her mom and now everyone knows.] If I get caught, it's game over and back to the fat days. I can't let that happen.
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