Not bad not bad

Today I woke up and had an 80 calories cheese pack for breakfast.
I packed my lunch, but didn't eat it because my friend brought me to pizza pizza. I didn't want to make her feel bad for going just for her, so I got a slice of cheese and ate one and a half (because they split one slice into two pieces, I ate one whole one and half of one). I don't know if the online calorie counters count that as one or two slices, so I'm going to say one and estimate the intake at around 330, so my total so far is 410.
It still feels really high, and my head and stomach hurts, so I may venture to the fridge and eat a little something. maybe a croissant (70), or a 100 calorie snack pack or something. It's at least low enough for me to be proud of. Anything over 600 makes me panic. And, the amazing thing is, I don't even feel like eating. I'm only going to do it to see if I can get rid of this headache I've had for two weeks. I hate that this is what it's come to, but whatever.

I also tried again, and failed again, to purge after eating the pizza. I don't know what's up with me :/

On the bright side, I measured my height, and realized I am actually 5'3.5", which puts my bmi at 17.4 with a weight of 100 lbs. I think a bmi of 16.4 would be nice. Almost there :)
I don't know why they say this is underweight. I definitely don't look underweight. (nor do I look anorexic, which is what they say 17.5 is) And that is not just my "distorted body image" talking.
Also, I had auditions today after school, and I think I owned them :) Yay! Callbacks get posted on monday..*fingers crossed*!
I really don't want to work tomorrow. :(


Anywhoo, game plan for tomorrow:
Breakfast:
- yogurt (35)

Lunch:
- salad (20)
- fruit (50)

Pre-work snack:
- cheese (80)

Supper (after work):
- croissant (70)
- 100 calorie granola bar
Total: 355

I'm going to make a plan for saturday in case I don't get to it tomorrow:
Breakfast:
- cheese (80)

Lunch:
- apple slices (40)
- fruit and yogurt parfait (130)

Supper:
- 2 fried vegetarian bologna slices (50)
- 1 piece of bread (70)

Total: 370