So today is a lot better. Ever since I learned why I'm actually craving (i.e. I want the food, not the actual taste of it), I've been able to gain control over my cravings. I haven't really had any strong ones today; any that I did have lasted about 5-10 minutes then subsided.
So far, I've had a yogurt (35) and a fruit salad (~35), and right now I'm sipping on my daily glass of milk. Total: 65.
I have to work 4-9 today..yuck! Let me tell you, working at mcdonald's is surprisingly motivating. I see all the disgusting raw products and see how they're made and how greasy it all is, and I see all the disgusting customers that come in- and we have many 'regulars' that come in on a daily basis and will stay anywhere between 1 and 4 hours!
I have so much to do though. I work until 9, won't get home until 10, have to work on a pairs project for tomorrow because we're meeting up when I'm done work at 1. I also have to write and hand in a Cappies review for Sunday, but because I'm working sunday morning and it has to be in by 10 am, I need to have it done by tomorrow night. Then, I have to edit my short story for writer's craft, do my math homework and study, and clean my bunny's cage, AND go grocery shopping because we have no damn veggies!....I'd also really appreciate a nap sometime in there.
Oh. fack. I just thought about my day tomorrow... I hate going to friends' houses for the whole day because then I'm faced with lots and lots of food. What. the. hell. And this one in particular really likes her sweets, and it's a wonder she's so skinny :/ I'm going to have to think about this while I'm at work.
So anyway, I've also planned to have some apple slices at work (40), bringing my total for the day to 105. never mind, I remember I ate a gummy bear (8.7 calories)
Therefore, new total is 113.7 :/
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