HAPPY NEW YEAR!

My resolutions for 2011:
1) LOSE WEIGHT: Get down to 80lbs by July, maybe 75 by 2012
2) Keep straight A's, keep scholarship
3) Be nicer to people. No gossiping, no being dramatic
4) Get closer to the family
5) Be more affectionate/spend more time with pets
6) Save money
7) Sleep more
8) Party more...have more fun!
9) put myself 'out there' more...take more risks...I pretty much live in a shell.
10) Give relationships a shot... don't spend next new year alone!

My cousin Jessie and I made a challenge to eat no junk food (EVER), and first who does owes the loser $20. I really hope this helps me with my ABC that I'm restarting today. Once a month, we're getting together and having a movie night where we can indulge in our month-long cravings, but that's it. Our families know about this, so they'll be our spies. This also gives me a reason to not eat in front of my family (and takes away the excuse of eating out, etc.)
I also helped her dye her hair tonight...now I'm kind of thinking I want to get the courage to try dying my hair brown by the end of the year. I've wanted to for so long, but I love my colour and I get so many compliments, and I'm afraid since it's so light and I want to dye it really dark, that it will never come back :/
Anywhoo... today...ABC day 1...
Jess wanted me to go over today and make a 'healthy' meal with her, but I was afraid that it would go over my daily calorie intake, and I couldn't tell her that. She doesn't know about this part of my life, andI'd like to keep it that way. Her father already tells me enough that I need to eat more... :/ So I just said it's my day off and I want to sleeeeep.
Well, I'm actually tired now...so peace out.

(soo excited for ABC!!)