Yup. Winter's here.

You know how I know?
Because every year, right after the first snowfall, the teacher's think "oh, they won't be going outside anytime soon, so let's give them tonnes and tonnes of exciting homework to do instead!" And then I get super stressed out, have no time to even think about sleeping or eating...or even showering (yuck!), and with a combination of bad weather, lack of sleep, low energy, high blood pressure and heartrate as a result of stress, no food, and bad hygiene...I crash and burn and get horribly sick.
Yes, I'm sick. No, I can't take a sick day tomorrow :( Why? Because my drama teacher (AKA Satan) has scheduled our exam presentation for next wednesday. Since it's a group mark, I can't miss a rehearsal or else the whole group goes into panic mode and goes ballistic on me the next day... So yeah, that ain't happenin'....
Also, math is crazy right now. I'm already behind...and writer's craft is just...yeah, not even going to mention writer's craft.
My throat is so sore :( It's worse than usual...it came on suddenly while I was working today and now it hurts when I'm not even talking or anything. I'm also sore EVERYWHERE! All my muscles are in pain right now. I don't want to move even a centimetre.
On the bright side...I got my nails done on Saturday, so I have ONE thing that makes me feel better. I love hearing the click clack of the porcelain on the keyboard (:... even if it hurts my arms just to be typing. I had my work Christmas party yesterday... and I looked fucking hot ;) I had killer $130 heels, which, by the way, I surprised myself and walked like a pro the moment I put them on. I also had a gorgeous dark blue dress... maybe I'll post a pic. I did my makeup and hair all nice and I wore my contacts, so my work chums got a pleasant surprise I arrived stylishly 50 minutes late haha... I got so many compliments. My work uniform is like a size 12, and I'm pretty sure they gave me man pants (why do I think this? Because I could probably fit a minivan into the pockets...) so they all thought I was obese or something. maybe I'll post a picture? we'll see
So yeah, almost 1 am so I'll make this quick. I still have to check out PT as well.
So last week was my crazy restriction week, and I lost four pounds in four days :) BUT then my mom did one of her random "let's step on the scale together" i.e. "get on the fucking scale so I can see how anorexic you are" and flipped when she saw it was 94...so I've had forced calories for three days and I'm back up. At least now she's off my back because I said it was just because of the stress, and now I'm sick so I have an excuse not to eat. I'm doing a 60 hour fast... I started 40 minutes ago and I'm not eating until at least thursday at noon. Suck on that, mom. I feel like I've binged, but looking back, I know I haven't. Binge-free December is still a go!
Oh yeah, while I was shopping for a bra to go with my dress (open back....ugh!), I got fitted and found out I've been wearing the major wrong size for the past like, 3 years or so. I THOUGHT I was a 34 B or C, but then I found out my band size is 30 and, get this: my cup size is D- DD...!!??!? WHHATT!?? NOBODY carries 30D or 30DD...wtf am I supposed to do? That pisses me off. Maybe if I lose more I'll have normal sized boobs? God...no wonder I still weigh so much...it's all in my boobs!
Well, good night ladies. Hope your lives are going better than mine right now. :)