Gahh...oh procrastination :( I fricking hate writing plays now...we do it way too often in drama class and being the control freak of the group I always say I'll write it all. Well, now I have to write one for writer's craft... it's due tomorrow, not even started it. :( It's going to take me forever to do! Gahh I'm starting to hate this course.
So today was not so great. Still no bingeing, thank God :) But I had a cookie and a piece of cake that I hadn't planned on eating. I MUST be close to my period, because I've been craving chocolate like crazy.
So for brekkie I had 1/2 a granola bar and lunch the other half (90- I'm starting to like this routine :) )
supper- piece of toast with a bit of butter (90ish)
snack- another piece of toast (90ish)
Total: 270
BUT THEN I had to go and have a cookie when I was out with my sister. She paid me $10 to take her to the bank and drive to timmys and she insisted on buying me something. I thought maybe the cookie had the least calories? Yeah right... 250!! A bagel has only 10 more calories and is so much more filling! Well then, after I had the taste of chocolate, I only wanted more. Tonight was arts night at my school, so our drama class was performing. After that, we all met up and there were two big cakes- and one of them was chocolate... so I had a piece. Worst part is..it was grocery store made so I can't get a good calorie estimation. Basically, it was approx. 3x4 inches of chocolateyness with thick crappy store brand icing...wasn't even worth the calories. I'm guessing about 250? 300? I was going to throw it out after the first bite, but I didn't want to offend the person who brought it. I wish I could say that it was shoved into my mouth, but I can't. I ate it voluntarily, which makes me feel that much worse about it. :(
new total: 770 faaaaaack :(
And now I'm hungry, and want food...but have absolutely no more calories to spend on food today :(
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