It's a little better

Okay, so I'm doing a bit better now since Turbo passed away, as is Tibby. We both still really miss her. I kind of want to get another cat around her age because it feels so quiet and lonely now, but I feel it's too soon and I don't want to simply 'replace' her.
Mom cleaned up my bathroom over the weekend, which made me upset because the towels on the floor still had Turbo's body print on them from when she'd lie on them, and I could even still see her fur on them. I was sad because I wasn't quite ready to let go of her that way, and when I told mom I knew she felt guilty. Everyone knows how much I love my pets. My grief proves that I love them as much as I'd love a human being.
Well, my faith has been refound. I wish we had a bible to I could actually read it, but I'll have to find one maybe when I'm in town on Wednesday.
Also, my weight issues did not go away. Although I did find a bit of light about what types of bodies were realistic and what actually looks good, I still hate my body. I understand I'm not 'fat', but I know I could stand to lose a few. I signed up to go to the new water park, Calypso, with work on August 31. I have two weeks to get a slamming body. Me+ bathing suit= ?
I feel frustrated at home now. I feel bored. Just plain bored. Not from actually having nothing to do, because there are plenty of things to do. No, I'm bored of life. Have you ever been so bored of life that you actually constanstly feel frustrated? I don't know why I feel frustrated, or what I feel frustrated at/about, but I just know that I am. I don't know what to do, so I've been filling the void with food. Ick, not good. I've made some new goals so I can change my ways again:

lose 10 lbs by 1st day of school (sep 7)
stick to this routine:
breakfast- toast with a bit of jam, cereal, or fruit
lunch- salad
supper- protein + veggies + a whole grain on some days (ex: veggie chicken with whole grain rice and vegetable medley)
snacks: fruit, veggies, 90 cal special k bar
always have a glass of milk at some point throughout the day

Let's try not to fail this time, please.