I hate to do two blogposts in one day, but this one deserves one all its own.
I hate disappointing my parents. Right now I effed up big time, and I broke the law doing it. So this guy from the electric company came by to look at the water heater and said there was a new mandate to have it replaced, but my parents werent home and it was humid and rainy and the poor guy just wanted to get home so he had me initial something pretending to be my mom. And had me talk to this woman on the phone confirming i was the homeowner, even though my mom doesnt even live here. Fcuck. Thats a lot of pressure for a seventeen year old, so i just went along with it so i wouldnt upset this stranger in my kitchen. Then i called mom and she sounded disappointed (she said i have to tell dad 'what i did' as though i stole something.) Efffff now im waiting for him to come home. Eeek!
Addenda: i fucking hate myself for being so fucking stupid.
He gave me shit for it and i probably got some guy fired.
Let me tell you, there is no better way to lose your appetite than feeling so disappointed in yourself. I was about to break and eat leftover pizza, chips, and brownies, but now I feel so disgusted in myself I don't even want to think about it. FUCK!
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