Today was bad... here goes nothing...
- Tim's egg and cheese...on a biscuit :( sorry body for the extra 100 cals 360
- Tim's chocolate milk (small) ~160
- small Tim's ice cap with butter caramel flavour shot. 250 + 4 (note: next time ask for it with milk, save 100 cals)
- 5 cookies 300
- 1 granola bar 140
- grilled cheese sandwich: 2 slices bread 140 2 slices cheese 120 ~2 tsp margarine ~40
- 2 tbsp ketchup 30
- 1/2 cup 1% milk 50
- 1 cup apple juice ~120
Total: 1714
OMFG OMFG OMFG If I had known it would be this high, I would not have eaten this much! I tried to purge again today, but I just could not physically do it. WHYYYYYY?!? ACK.
Tomorrow: 200 MAX. I'll fill myself up on rice cakes and veggies all day, then on wednesday I'll go up to 300 until friday. I can't believe I let myself get like that today. WTF.
On the bright side, I've gotten extra nourishment and should feel better this week... ?
I hate my life.

EDIT: Now I'm hungry :/ How is it that yesterday, with like 200 calories I felt stuffed by the time I went to bed, but now I've nearly multiplied that by 10, and my stomach is growwwwwling? And I've been drinking water nonstop to make it go away, but it's not thirst.
I hate my body.