Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Best day this week...well, it's only been 3 days

There's nothing like getting up early and spending the whole day cleaning. I cleaned my room (and it was a disaster, so that's saying a lot), did laundry (clothes, bedding, towels, and bathroom mats), swept, mopped, and vacuumed every surface visible, cleaned my bunny's cage, cleaned and disinfected the kitchen counters, stovetop, and microwave. I even got on my hands and knees to scrub the floors. Lots of work today, now I'm exhausted :) Mommy will be proud
And the best part is, all I've had today: water + diet coke :)
ZERO CALORIES IN, 1609 CALORIES OUT!! (calculated at http://www.healthstatus.com/calculate/cbc )
Aha, I feel so good :)

However, I did really want to bake some brownies for my mom and her boyfriend. My mom would be amazingly surprised to walk in the door and see everything amazingly clean and also have fresh brownies on the counter, but I know that if I make them then I'll want to eat them. I also know that mom may eat like 1 brownie, so I'd feel like I'll have to eat the rest within the next few days/week. :( Stupid brownies with your huge amount of stupid calories.

EDIT:
Okay, I definitely spoke to soon. Again with the good news/bad news.
This time, I'll start with the good: I made it through a 24 hour fast :)
Bad: what I had aimed to be a zero calorie day turned into probably a 600 calorie day. My mom came home around 8 and asked what I had for supper, and I said meatless meatballs. I'm so stupid. Guess what she did? Checked the freezer and sure enough the bag was in there...unopened. Ugh, I'm so dumb. So she was like "oh really, then why is the bag still sealed?" so I just told her that I hadn't eaten supper yet, and then I grabbed the bag and made 8, the perfect amount the get her off my back. But then she sat there and watched me eat them all. 300 calories (not including the ketchup...those things are too dry to go down without it). On top of that, once I got going, I couldn't stop. I had 4 cookies (220) and a bowl of chips (countless). Obviously I must've gone well over 600. I'm such a failure. On the bright side, at least I burned a lot today in house work. Tomorrow's a new day <3
Goal for tomorrow: 300. SOLID.
On Monday (maybe saturday or sunday, we'll see) I'm going to start the ABC diet, or the SGDiet, I haven't decided yet. I don't like how in the SGD, calories from fruits/veggies don't count, and there's only 1 fasting day. Definitely too leniant. I'll likely do the ABC diet. AND my mom's buying an elliptical! :) yay

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