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another blah night. I was supposed to go out with a couple of friends after work but they're lame and bailed on me last minute. So I came home, at some rando truffle thing my step sister made, then went in the shower and purged... I scratched the back of my throat and it was bleeding and still hurts a little. What's worse is that I'm already sick with a sore throat so that was kind of stupid. My toothbrush method doesn't work anymore, so I had no other choice. This was a nasty purge...I don't mean to be graphic but man I need no chew my food better =/ ueck! Yeah, so that was my evening. I'm exhausted, calling in sick to work tomorrow to go prom dress shopping in Montreal. Okay, so thought I'd update non-ED related stuff. Let's see... okay, so officially moved in with aunt, miss my mom, kitty, and bunny though :( umm...stressed more than ever with school, pretty much no sleep. Kyle and I went out, it wasn't great, told him I didn't want to go out again. I guess I'm just chilling now. I was soo close to telling Dylan about this part of my life the other day, but I got busy and had no time to have the talk, and then I realized that that would be a bad idea and decided not to. He still expects to talk, so I may have to make up a lie. He hasn't talked to me in a while so I hope he's just moved on. I don't know, tonight after I got out of the shower I was almost positive that if he was online I would tell him. I'm often in the mood to tell someone my secret after a horrible night like tonight. umm...yeahh that's about it. Well, I'm tired and need to sleep, so peace out <3