Thursday, March 17, 2011

Relapse is a bitch.

Okay, so I know I never really 'recovered' per say, but I was eating more...well, a lot more. Maybe I was recovering?
But not any more.
I knew this would happen...the moment I stepped back on the scale...everything just crashed and burned.
I guess it serves me right for stuffing my face to avoid emotional shit rather than restricting. It's not much healthier, and I wasn't happier. Who was I trying to kid?
Okay, new plan. One meal a day? Low cal of course. Maybe invest in some meal replacements.
My jeans were tight today.
5 days of exercise a week.
110 lbs.
Hardcore exercising.
Rolls on my stomach.
Invest in a gym membership.
Double chin.
No treats.
LARD ASS.
Maybe one meal is too much?
fml.

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