I've been gone a while, haven't I?

haha..oops. It's been so busy at school. I literally haven't had the time to be depressed. Ugh.
Okay, so my marks at school have been suffering, my mom's been upset, and I obviously can't tell my teachers to cut me some slack because I'm so emotionally effed up and sleep deprived that I can't focus in school. So I've been getting help. Luckily, I caught it before my average dropped below a 90.
I didn't go out with Kyle again. He's asked, but it's just been too busy. I went out with another guy from work, what I thought was just hanging out but apparently he calls it a date :/ anywhoo we're just friends.
Then that Dylan guy that I knew from work a while ago who asked me out in September asked me out for Friday. I'm too tired of waiting for Kyle so I said yes.
Tomorrow I'm off to Hamilton for 2 days, checking out McMaster University and looking at a couple of apartments. Should be fun, we're staying in an expensive hotel and my cousin (who I'm really close to) is coming :)
She's actually sleeping right beside me right now, so I'm holding my laptop very awkwardly so she can't see.
Yeah, so I may be moving to Hamilton. I'm having difficulties choosing between McMaster's Life Sciences (which will set me back about 15000 a year, but the program looks sooo sickk!) or Ottawa's Health Sciences (which will only cost me about 2-3000 because of the scholarship they offered and I'd be staying at home). Basically I'm going to check them out and decide if they extra money is worth it.

Okay, so now to talk about the ED, which I haven't talked about for a while now. I don't even think I mentioned it in my last couple posts. Basically, when I came back from the Caribbean, I felt happy. I don't know if it was the travelling making me feel happy or what, but I just felt happy again, so I started eating. Then, that mood faded and I went back to being depressed, but I couldn't stop eating. Then, I got interested in healthy eating again so I did that for a while. Now, I'm feeling more stressed than ever and just overall depressed and emotionally and physically tired.
Well, I guess we all know what this means.
Welcome back, dark world of restricting.
xx Well, I have an early morning tomorrow, so peace out.