I'm not running back this time. Even if I did, it would only affirm my belief that I'm the only one who ever tries for this relationship. I refuse to do it. Especially because I know we'll only be right back here when the next episode comes along. I'm tired of being the only one who gives a damn. And if he comes back to me after tonight, I sure as hell hope I don't take him back. Anyone who just sits there and watches me crash and burn, without saying the one thing that he knows could stop it all, is worth nothing to me. Someone who can go out with friends while his girlfriend is freaking out, is nothing to me. Someone who can sleep soundly even though his girlfriend told him she doesn't want to see him ever again, is nothing to me. I'm done.