FUCKYOU

It's true. He's stopped caring.
I've been going insane for the past 24 hours and he doesn't give a shit. Where is he? Who the fuck knows. Off enjoying his life. It really is better off without me.
Something funny? I didn't even smoke last night because of him, even though I wanted to so bad to get rid of everything negative in my head. But nope, I sat through the negative thoughts to please him.
And today I was so upset I couldn't even go to the gym. And where was he when I needed him? LOL LIKE I KNOW.
I give up. I'm done fucking caring. Go do what you want, Zach. Go fuck whoever you want, cuz I'm done giving a fuck. and fuck you.