I effed up a little today. I ate two extra mini bars (~120), so I'm pretty sure I went over, hopefully not by much. I hate that I couldn't purge. :(
I felt bad for a long time, but ultimately I felt relatively good that I stopped myself before it got too bad. My mom gave me a full sized chocolate bar (250 calories), and I have to find a way to dispose of it or hide it so I don't eat it. :/
Okay, so plan for tomorrow:
Tomorrow is a 300 calorie day-
let's see... 1 piece of bread (~85)
maybe a bit of butter (let's say 20)
either a granola bar or a pack of biscuits (100)
maybe 1 egg (75), or I may have 1/4 cup egg substitute while I'm at dad's (30)
Total for tomorrow: 235-280
Good, I'll have some wiggle room.:)
And I have full intentions of purging at school tomorrow after lunch, if I can get in the bathroom alone.
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